They say “love happens when you’re making other plans”. I’ve always taken that to mean don’t be desperate in your search for things, instead focus on what you can control in your life and things will come to you. Put it out there, and it comes back to you. Karma. Whatever you want to call it. My mom calls it “full circle”. She has always told me, everything comes back around again. (this was less helpful in high school when a week felt like forever) Repeatedly find she is right.
I feel pretty good these days. I don’t have a job yet, nor a firm plan yet, but I feel good about me. It seems that all the energy that I have put into fitness, health, finance organization, friends, blogging, connections and everything else is coming back to me. I like that – I need that energy coming back to me. From where I was in January, it seems incredible that my outlook, buoyancy and feeling of well-being are turned around. Yes, tomorrow may come with its downers and anxiety, but those days feel fewer, and I am better able to deal with them.
So, if life seems like “a winter’s day in deep and dark December”, hold on, push through, and do something for yourself and see if it doesn’t come full circle.
May 10th, 2012 Extra-Ordinary: I feel good today.
Maintenance May Day 10:
Printed out my entire blog and mailed it to my grandmother. We should not penalize those who do not have/use computers. (family)
Personality Approved, Interview requested. (career)